IDK

You don’t know whether you like me or not
And I don’t know whether its the thought of you
That powers my daydreams
Or the thought of who I think you are
I don’t know whether I’m in love with the actual you
And I don’t know whether to compare you to summer nights or rainy days
Because you remind me of both, in completely different ways
You don’t know whether you like me or not
And I don’t know whether you’re faking it or not
I don’t know whether all the potential we have
Is in my head or not
I don’t know whether we actually have a shot
And I don’t know how to describe the way you talk
And the way you blush at everything
And I don’t know how to write poetry
About a love so pure and so uncorrupted
I don’t know how to write about something that barely occurs
(I’m so used to writing about poison,
That I’m still not quite used to sugar)
I don’t know whether to say hi to you
I don’t know what you actually think
You don’t know whether you like me
And sometimes
I wish it were that easy for me to say
Because I know, beyond a doubt
That I do like you
I just don’t know what happens now
I just don’t know
How to avoid a dead end
I just don’t know
How to keep you in my life
You said you don’t know whether you like me or not
And oh, how I wish this was simpler
How I wish this was easy
How I wished you knew
How I wished you knew,
And didn’t hesitate to tell me